Fishnets...Black Pantyhose

This little girl is my new hanging partner. She had my friend/her mom call me and ask me to "take pictures"...so I did another shoot of her and her mom together. Moreso just played with them...shes so grown at 2.

Doing their pics made me miss my brat even more..its weird how much our children can aggravate us..well I know mine does lol, but how we need them just as much as they need us if not more. My life was blah before I had Santana *my daughter*, I didn't have a purpose. I worked and went to school. But once she arrived it was like ok lais..YOU no longer matter, tana does. She gets the best, probably why I am always broke lol. I work my ass off for her..undergo debt for college when honestly before she came..I was contemplating dropping out. Now I am a college graduate, with my own business. I think she pulled the best out of me. She made me sweeter..I was hard as 3 brokedown pimps before she came about. Her dad brings her back to me later this week...Yayyyyyyy!!!!!!

Well I have an engagement shoot next..Who knew people really had those..I swear my wedding is going to be simple. Im doing my OWN invitations *not a certified web designer for nothing* off of my OWN pc, if I could I would do my own pictures lol. Im planning it.My mother is catering it..and yeah..thats it. Rent a limo..get the tux and dresses and viola! DONE. People spending 70 grand for a few hours and its not even FOR the couple..its for other mofo's. Marriage is stressful enough those first years..why complicate it more with a ton of EXTRA debt to deal with. Dont add a baby into the picture..you'll be divorced and paying for that and your wedding in the same year.

My birthday is in exactly 18 days. I will be 22 years old, planning a big "bash"..yeah right. I really was at first but that party would cost me half a grand if not more..sorry I can think of other more productive ways to use that money. Well Ive been having migraines all weekend..damned allergies! My face is breaking out because I have rosacea and cant use anything scented on my face..to cleanse or moisturize and I was using the oil of olay summer wash. Now I have the butterfly effect going on around my cheeks..dry ass skin. -Blah-.

Today is my last day off for 8 days straight...but then my good ole 2 week vaca kicks in :) hooh flippin hah...so I will grin and bear it knowing I will be chilling in a week.

My favorite pic of them